Sunday, January 30, 2011

1/30 - PACKING & PREPARING

Well today is the last day in my life, as I have known it, for the past 12 years.  I've been packing all day, and I must admit, I am having a little anxiety. OK, alot of anxiety.  That "little inside" voice has been telling me all the reasons to cancel and stay home.  Thank God for Richie, who is my "big outside" voice of reason.  Assuring me that I have made the right decision and my life, and all that goes along with, will be better off, when I am healthy again.  There are so many mixed emotions spinning around in there, and I am sure, many more to come....

So I am starting this blog as a diary of sorts, to keep track of the months to follow.  I will try and post daily, especially while I am at camp, so I can share with my friends and family, this incredible "Life Change" journey, I am making.  I'm cutting this one a little short, as it's my last night with Richie and Toby for a while.  I will miss them both so much!  Gotta get to bed early, as I leave tomorrow at 8:30AM.   I thank you all for the love and muchly needed support!  More to come....and next blog will be from my condo at the Core Fitness Camp.

Goodnight All!