Sunday, January 30, 2011

1/30 - PACKING & PREPARING

Well today is the last day in my life, as I have known it, for the past 12 years.  I've been packing all day, and I must admit, I am having a little anxiety. OK, alot of anxiety.  That "little inside" voice has been telling me all the reasons to cancel and stay home.  Thank God for Richie, who is my "big outside" voice of reason.  Assuring me that I have made the right decision and my life, and all that goes along with, will be better off, when I am healthy again.  There are so many mixed emotions spinning around in there, and I am sure, many more to come....

So I am starting this blog as a diary of sorts, to keep track of the months to follow.  I will try and post daily, especially while I am at camp, so I can share with my friends and family, this incredible "Life Change" journey, I am making.  I'm cutting this one a little short, as it's my last night with Richie and Toby for a while.  I will miss them both so much!  Gotta get to bed early, as I leave tomorrow at 8:30AM.   I thank you all for the love and muchly needed support!  More to come....and next blog will be from my condo at the Core Fitness Camp.

Goodnight All!

4 comments:

  1. I just spoke to you on the phone as you drive to camp. OMG...this is going to be such a life changing experience for you but you know...it's your life and only you can give it meaning and "take it back". I support you 110% and I am so thankful you have Richie who is a "rock of strength" for you. I will follow your progress daily via your blog. Be safe.....be strong...be PREPARED for a life change. I love you my sweet girl...daddy

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  2. You Go Lisa!!!! I know you will do Awesome! I'm here for you whenever you need some Cheering onward. Toby is doing great and on my desk at the moment so don't worry about him. Don't worry about Richie either, we'll all take care of him too. I love you! Christye

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  3. WOW!!! I am sore just reading your Day 2 blog. Keep it up and hang-in there girl...you can do this!!!!

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  4. LISA you are so brave and one of the strongest and talented people i know...you GOT this...you CAN do this and WILL do it because YOU WANT it!! stay focused and we are here at home sending tons of love light and positive energy your way....know there will be rough days but they will make you tougher...i am so PROUD of you...keep it going and we will keep checking in on you!!!

    love mel

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